Long time, no see!

I have been very negligent with the blog, I know. Well, it is mostly for me to write things off my chest/mind. A diary for me, and I am happy I have people to share my life with it. But sometimes I just do not have anything positive or fun to write about, so I skip it completely. Might change, might not.


Either way, I have gone away from my red hair, what?! I know! It is shocking. Yes, you did, indeed, read that correctly. I am trying to achieve a brown/gray ombre. Have only gotten to the part where I have ash blonde ombre with dark brown hair at roots. But getting there, will get there even. I like it, I kind of look my age now, difference in hair colour does so much.

I also enhanced the photos a bit, to show off the colour difference, because my camera does not want to pick up subtle changes… seeing I dyed my hair red for six or more years it is really hard to get gray in the first colouring. So we went for ash blonde and I was really unhappy about it in the beginning because it felt like it didn’t really show. But now I kind of like it, it is subtle with gray-ash blonde and with pastel orange hinting through.

I also improved my eyebrow game, quite decently I would say. Learned some new things to not make them so harsh and bold. I like bold eyebrows, but I am now fading my inner parts and it works wonders.

I quit nicotine completely, a big step for me! I started working out, just now I did a 30 min run in and out of Makkum, 2.5 km with 1 km running completely with willpower and strength.

Michelle is gone for two weeks, been gone now for seven days, to visit her new girlfriend or whatever you want to call their relationship. Seems shaky and she seems to not be satisfied with the current state. Not my problem to be honest, I do care for her but I need to care for myself too. Can’t go back to just not be an individual anymore.

Well, moving to Sweden is finally final, I am leaving the Netherlands the 21st July and will be living in Gothenburg! With a really old friend of mine, he will be housing me for a couple of months until I have gotten everything sorted out. I am so grateful towards him for it and I am looking forward to it. Gothenbuuuuuurg!

Mich has a new haircut!

She has always been very cute, but now it is even more cutesy. Her hairdo looks really great and the barber was a good sport about it. Might even make her our regular barber! She saw no issue of cutting a more feminime hairdo because hair is just hair to be honest and she said Michelle shouldn’t be afraid of such things, it is 2016! But we all know that even if it is 2016 if you live in a smaller town there is backlash everywhere, we live in just a bit bigger town so no one really knows each other here, they might have seen you but they do not keep tabs which is great, we lived in a smaller area before where everyone knew that I was not Dutch and who I was, same with Michelle.

We even paid a cheaper price instead of full price, instead of 30 euros we paid 18 euros, nice guy barber!

The hair looks great and the new foundation looks awesome, it covers the five o’ clock shadow from the beardgrowth, which Michelle can’t wait to laser, it isn’t a huge shadow though, but it is there and we finally found a foundation that covered it.