Long time, no see!

I have been very negligent with the blog, I know. Well, it is mostly for me to write things off my chest/mind. A diary for me, and I am happy I have people to share my life with it. But sometimes I just do not have anything positive or fun to write about, so I skip it completely. Might change, might not.


Either way, I have gone away from my red hair, what?! I know! It is shocking. Yes, you did, indeed, read that correctly. I am trying to achieve a brown/gray ombre. Have only gotten to the part where I have ash blonde ombre with dark brown hair at roots. But getting there, will get there even. I like it, I kind of look my age now, difference in hair colour does so much.

I also enhanced the photos a bit, to show off the colour difference, because my camera does not want to pick up subtle changes… seeing I dyed my hair red for six or more years it is really hard to get gray in the first colouring. So we went for ash blonde and I was really unhappy about it in the beginning because it felt like it didn’t really show. But now I kind of like it, it is subtle with gray-ash blonde and with pastel orange hinting through.

I also improved my eyebrow game, quite decently I would say. Learned some new things to not make them so harsh and bold. I like bold eyebrows, but I am now fading my inner parts and it works wonders.

I quit nicotine completely, a big step for me! I started working out, just now I did a 30 min run in and out of Makkum, 2.5 km with 1 km running completely with willpower and strength.

Michelle is gone for two weeks, been gone now for seven days, to visit her new girlfriend or whatever you want to call their relationship. Seems shaky and she seems to not be satisfied with the current state. Not my problem to be honest, I do care for her but I need to care for myself too. Can’t go back to just not be an individual anymore.

Well, moving to Sweden is finally final, I am leaving the Netherlands the 21st July and will be living in Gothenburg! With a really old friend of mine, he will be housing me for a couple of months until I have gotten everything sorted out. I am so grateful towards him for it and I am looking forward to it. Gothenbuuuuuurg!

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Pumped

This song keeps making me pumped to play League, but I never do. Haha, weird right? Either way, I love the first verse for Lulu (Lilypichu raps it, which makes it even more amazing) and Teemo’s verse just kills, it made me check out Popushi’s channel and I subbed! They did an amazing job!

We have been playing a lot of Day Z, I ended up being brutally axed down and eaten – the person ate my corpse! He contacted me on Steam afterwards apologizing for it with some random excuse about having a bad day in Day Z. I knew I should not have trusted him after he tried to kill me first. Swear though that the only reason he apologized was because I was female, having a vagina can be convenient and inconvenient at the same time…

I might not be cutting my hair next month, I want to. I am looking into shaving my right side, cutting side bangs and layering the rest of my hair + dyeing it fire red like usual. I know I usually do not do anything “drastic” when I go to the barber, but this time I really want to try something new. If I enjoy the look I will continue using it!