I hurt someone dear to me and I do not know if I deserve the second chance he wants to give me… I think I also lost the respect of a friend, might have even lost the friendship.
I win at life. I win at being a shitty person. I win at hurting people. The more self insight I discover about myself, the more I dislike myself.
I did some drastic changes… to combat my shitty personality and try and make amends.