I really do not feel great today, another crapnight of sleep, tossing and turning unable to fall asleep and tossing and turning unable to wake up while the feeling of being exhausted looms in my body and mind. I might just have to go to the doctor sooner or later. If this doesn’t go away. It is like a disease sneaking up on you, ruining your nights and days. You can still have fun with friends and games and hobbies… but that is with being tired and exhausted in the back of your mind. So the social interaction sucks up the little energy you have left, and there you are, empty and just full of the feeling of running marathons every day.